the shade of blue with slight yellow tint and palest grey is a given today. i wore my flat slippers like i am the tallest among us. they are white. my garb is strict and its place. i hear you. so i went outdoors. today. the pears in the rosary was stunning yet dull and i was just another sun-follower with the holy bible in mind as a puzzle to cover the deepest of the most humane emotion of what was being the good fuck. then i smile? yes, just a bit. today. i met ellen on the stairs and she asked the time of the day so i tried to express with usual thought she's so careless and i so lucky and with this attitude and i told she the time. ellen? oh, she's gone. when i descended from the room upstairs to what downstairs brings i usually i was a bit happy. i don't like the dust but it so so long ago i thought there was some music. sometimes, i thought i was always alone.

i am the garbed one with the blades of grass stepped on. welcome to our convent.